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Muju Sergiu
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Sunday, November 25, 2012
An oobe after months!
Anyone said that sleep patterns don't work?
I went to bed at 9, maybe 9 and a half. I was pretty tired because I had woken up too early that day. Anyway, I slept so damn well, felt like years of good sleep, but when I woke up, it was actually 2 o' clock in the night. I was expecting some sunlight, but there obviously wasn't any. I got up and had a chat with a few friends on the internet and turned in back at 6. While falling asleep, guess what happened? Yes, I had an OOBE. It started off with me feeling paralyzed, but it was not that weird as the vibrations, which I could feel, and not really hear, reduced the paralysis effect. This used to always happen to me when OOBEing. I've only had 2 pure SP's without any vibration.
Anyway, before my OOBE I was actually reading about techniques on how to memorize things more easily and how to build a memory palace; I had heard that one before, but I wanted to remember a few more things. I tried to mentally create a route in my room and set up places where I could put things to remember. I won't get into this since this is not why I am writing this post. You can find a lot of info on the internet about mnemonics or whatever. I recall that the first thing that I did after getting out of my body, was going towards the wall in front of me, where my mental route starts and I thought I should try and make it as vivid as possible. I was pulled back once by my stupid mental blocks, which I apparently have, but when I got next to the wall the second time, I turned around and saw my bed. I can't be bothered creating myself in the bed too, so I was not there. I then looked at my hand and the everything got so vivid and real, this being the reason why I've even remembered the experience. I even said "wow, that's pure HD". I might then have tried to get out of the window but the reality must have faded away and the subconscious mind took over.
I also have this recollection of me checking all the places I have set up for placing memories into, but I think that is just my mental route which I made before going to bed.
Anyway, I have not bothered with OOBES lately, but apparently, now that I am aware of how they mostly occur, I will never be able to get rid of them.
I went to bed at 9, maybe 9 and a half. I was pretty tired because I had woken up too early that day. Anyway, I slept so damn well, felt like years of good sleep, but when I woke up, it was actually 2 o' clock in the night. I was expecting some sunlight, but there obviously wasn't any. I got up and had a chat with a few friends on the internet and turned in back at 6. While falling asleep, guess what happened? Yes, I had an OOBE. It started off with me feeling paralyzed, but it was not that weird as the vibrations, which I could feel, and not really hear, reduced the paralysis effect. This used to always happen to me when OOBEing. I've only had 2 pure SP's without any vibration.
Anyway, before my OOBE I was actually reading about techniques on how to memorize things more easily and how to build a memory palace; I had heard that one before, but I wanted to remember a few more things. I tried to mentally create a route in my room and set up places where I could put things to remember. I won't get into this since this is not why I am writing this post. You can find a lot of info on the internet about mnemonics or whatever. I recall that the first thing that I did after getting out of my body, was going towards the wall in front of me, where my mental route starts and I thought I should try and make it as vivid as possible. I was pulled back once by my stupid mental blocks, which I apparently have, but when I got next to the wall the second time, I turned around and saw my bed. I can't be bothered creating myself in the bed too, so I was not there. I then looked at my hand and the everything got so vivid and real, this being the reason why I've even remembered the experience. I even said "wow, that's pure HD". I might then have tried to get out of the window but the reality must have faded away and the subconscious mind took over.
I also have this recollection of me checking all the places I have set up for placing memories into, but I think that is just my mental route which I made before going to bed.
Anyway, I have not bothered with OOBES lately, but apparently, now that I am aware of how they mostly occur, I will never be able to get rid of them.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
New Method - still experimenting
I am sure everyone has spoken to himself before, it is nothing new. Sometimes you mean those things so much that you forget about the world around or that you have a shower, although you probably are already there. Now, having said all of this, this is the core of my new method. It is similar to the "create-the-dream-from-HS" method I've talked about. You can find it in the methods post. It basically requires you to wait until you get hypnagogic images and turn them into a dream in which you have control. It does feel fake for a little, but your body does not care how fake it is and will take an opportunity to relax. Once you feel you don't have control anymore, you just say your magical sentence "I am lucid. I am in control" and if you did it at the right time SP should kick in.
Anyway, this is not my new method I am working on, the new one refers to talking to yourself until you fall asleep. It doesn't matter what you're saying, just talk. Don't say random words, say full sentences, talk to yourself, talk to an imaginary friend, if you want, just talk. Even if you find what you're talking about weird, talk about how weird it is too. The main idea of this technique is to talk as much as possible, mean everything you say, so that you forget about your body and everything around you. You know, when you read something very interesting (like this awesome article, of course) or you're talking to someone about something you really like, you forget there's a room, there's air you're breathing, there's a body, you just talk and barely shut up. One other thing that could help you is, if you know more languages, talk in all of them, don't use your native that much, and besides, you'll even get a chance to practice speaking in a foreign language while "sleeping".
Although this method may keep you active mentally, your body will get tired of you and go to sleep. You won't really worry that much about not moving because you're too busy talking to yourself about how bad your teacher is or what a horrible person your friend's friend is. However, you need to watch out for a few things. If you, however, need to move, or turn to the other side, always REMEMBER to keep talking. I was all aware, almost needed to separate, but felt the need to turn on my other side, once I did, I fell asleep without even knowing. Also, if you find it hard to talk or say your "magical sentence" it means you're probably going in deep sleep and you need to force the experience a bit, even if that means ruing it for the moment. If you feel the need to scratch at the moment just do it, you'll forget about it anyway later. Get comfortable, make sure you've used the toilet before you do this.
I know it is contrary to everyone's beliefs and that you should keep a still mind, but the main thing about OOBEs is mind awake - body asleep, so it doesn't really matter what you're doing in your head, the main focus here is to get your body to fall asleep. However, if you want to meditate or something, I don't recommend "insanity" there, like talking to imaginary friends. Having spoken of friends, imaginary or not, if you're a religious person you can even talk to your God and pray to him and whatever, as long as you can keep going. If you even add some emotions to what you're saying everything should go perfectly.
Also, another thing I need to mention, after talking, you'll find that you have probably not moved the whole time, try then some imaginary separations, this is how I got out in my "pure SP" experience. A link to that experience should appear here.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Thou shall not download music!
[07:09] <@Sserg> I dreamed I got in jail
[07:09] <@Sserg> for 15 months
[07:09] <@Sserg> 17 *
[07:10] <@Sserg> for having downloaded music
[07:10] <@Sserg> LOL
[07:10] <@Sserg> and there wasn't anything I could do
[07:10] <@Sserg> my dead was also alive
[07:11] <@Sserg> and I remember having gone to the doctor for a check up
[07:11] <@Sserg> then came back
[07:11] <@Sserg> but that still didn't get me out
[07:11] <@Sserg> and on my way back
[07:11] <@Sserg> we realized my stepdad's mother died
[07:11] <@Sserg> everyone was there
[07:11] <@Sserg> I thought they were for me
[07:11] <@Sserg> and I started cursing them lol
[07:12] <@Sserg> then when I got in
[07:12] <@Sserg> back in my room
[07:12] <@Sserg> there was my grandmother who explained me what to do
[07:12] <@Sserg> in jail lol
[07:12] <@Sserg> the acts were in english
[07:13] <@Sserg> I only remember the word arrogance and array lol
[07:13] <@Sserg> the words *
[07:13] <@Sserg> then I wanted to eat something my stepdad's mother had made
[07:13] <@Sserg> mac and cheese, I think
[07:13] <@Sserg> and while my grandmother wanted to sign those papers
[07:13] <@Sserg> she went all crazy
[07:13] <@Sserg> "OH, THIS IS A SIGN! Woaah2
[07:13] <@Sserg> she was shocked
[07:14] <@Sserg> like she had known this would happen
[07:14] <@Sserg> and then instead of her
[07:14] <@Sserg> I saw a wizard or something
[07:14] <@Sserg> who wrote with his finger only on the paper
[07:14] <@Sserg> and some weird blue energy
[07:15] <@Sserg> and I was "I guess, that's it"
[07:15] <@Sserg> then my alarm went off
[07:09] <@Sserg> for 15 months
[07:09] <@Sserg> 17 *
[07:10] <@Sserg> for having downloaded music
[07:10] <@Sserg> LOL
[07:10] <@Sserg> and there wasn't anything I could do
[07:10] <@Sserg> my dead was also alive
[07:11] <@Sserg> and I remember having gone to the doctor for a check up
[07:11] <@Sserg> then came back
[07:11] <@Sserg> but that still didn't get me out
[07:11] <@Sserg> and on my way back
[07:11] <@Sserg> we realized my stepdad's mother died
[07:11] <@Sserg> everyone was there
[07:11] <@Sserg> I thought they were for me
[07:11] <@Sserg> and I started cursing them lol
[07:12] <@Sserg> then when I got in
[07:12] <@Sserg> back in my room
[07:12] <@Sserg> there was my grandmother who explained me what to do
[07:12] <@Sserg> in jail lol
[07:12] <@Sserg> the acts were in english
[07:13] <@Sserg> I only remember the word arrogance and array lol
[07:13] <@Sserg> the words *
[07:13] <@Sserg> then I wanted to eat something my stepdad's mother had made
[07:13] <@Sserg> mac and cheese, I think
[07:13] <@Sserg> and while my grandmother wanted to sign those papers
[07:13] <@Sserg> she went all crazy
[07:13] <@Sserg> "OH, THIS IS A SIGN! Woaah2
[07:13] <@Sserg> she was shocked
[07:14] <@Sserg> like she had known this would happen
[07:14] <@Sserg> and then instead of her
[07:14] <@Sserg> I saw a wizard or something
[07:14] <@Sserg> who wrote with his finger only on the paper
[07:14] <@Sserg> and some weird blue energy
[07:15] <@Sserg> and I was "I guess, that's it"
[07:15] <@Sserg> then my alarm went off
Friday, April 13, 2012
Nothing much.. I guess
[11:24] <@Sserg> today, before I woke up
[11:24] <@Sserg> someone was trying to hypnotize my cousin
[11:24] <@Sserg> to fall asleep and go deeper and deeper and sleep
[11:25] <@Sserg> and feel incapable of moving
[11:25] <@Sserg> but.. the things that kid was saying (he was 5 years old, lol)
[11:25] <@Sserg> actually had an effect on the real me
[11:25] <@Sserg> I got out of my dream but I could still hear him telling me to feel paralyzed and stuff
[11:26] <@Sserg> but I realized I had to pee, so I broke out xD
I am sorry I am lazy.
[11:24] <@Sserg> someone was trying to hypnotize my cousin
[11:24] <@Sserg> to fall asleep and go deeper and deeper and sleep
[11:25] <@Sserg> and feel incapable of moving
[11:25] <@Sserg> but.. the things that kid was saying (he was 5 years old, lol)
[11:25] <@Sserg> actually had an effect on the real me
[11:25] <@Sserg> I got out of my dream but I could still hear him telling me to feel paralyzed and stuff
[11:26] <@Sserg> but I realized I had to pee, so I broke out xD
I am sorry I am lazy.
Monday, April 9, 2012
DILD, I guess + ND
I am supposed to take this weird German test and one classmate is actually one of the teachers who would correct it afterwards, classmate who can't even say a word in German. Anyway, the test is in Romanian and I am all "wtf, why is that, LOL". I start writing and then I realize I have written on another paper, which I only printed out to exercise before the test. I realize that because I had to say something about a story which sounded familiar to me. I remember "Vandroyi did that and that". Anyway, I am taking my other paper, but I keep losing it or writing on other pages.
It is already too late for me to do all the test, so I decide to write a text as the subject of it is pretty easy. It is all so nice and I have finished it. I just look through it once again and realize it is in English. I again am too late. I am going down some stairs, while translating it all into German, but I forget what I have written. I then think that I am too unlucky for all of this to be true and decide to wake up. Once I see that I was in a dream, I close my eyes and go back automatically in class. I tell my classmate that it is all a dream. It is just him and me there. So I decide to fly off the window. I can still remember saying "OMG, IT IS SO HD!!!!" while flying. I have a very good control, like never before. My classmate decides to do the same thing. He and I lose control of the dream which causes me to wake up or just get in deep sleep again. (Can't really remember, as I've had 2 alarms set today).
The second dream:
Since I listen to avanatasia everyday, I had a dream that I was Jorn Lande and there were Sammet and another girl too. I can't remember all the things that we have done. Anyway, I remember that I am with Tobi and that girl, which is probably my cousin, we both are mesmerized with avantasia. Tobi decides that it is time to kill the most powerful dragon ever, which no one has ever killed before. I don't remember when this happened, but I know we get to a place with an old lady there and some pit of lava. I have somehow the belief that the snake which is inside that pit can read our thoughts so I am just trying not to think about our main goal. Suddently, Sammet is dragged by the large snake-dragon (can't remember wtf it was) and it starts talking to him. "Why are you here?". Sammet is trying not to tell him the main goal, but then the snake just continues "You're here to kill the dragon, right?". We all just freeze. The snake did not really have anything to do with us, so he just let us go but warned us of the dangers of fighting the dragon. By the way, all this place was in a cave.
Anyway, I remember being in my cousin's (another one) apartment, hiding from sammet's.. wife OR we are just hiding ourselves until people find us. Sammet, for some reason, is sad and wants to give me, Jorn, all his power so that I can fight the dragon. I, however, refuse and make him realize he has to do it all. Suddenly the people who live in that apartment come in and I just throw some weird ice-cream on the ground and all people from all schools get out to see it, while we just fly away. I am not sure how, though. This is all, though. I have no idea what happened to the dragon.
I remember, while writing this, I decided to write a third dream, but I've already forgotten it. Eh, I guess it wasn's that important anyway.
UPDATE
The third dream:
I learn pascal in school and we all had to take a test in C++. I don't really have any problems, since I've programmed in it before, so I am just fine. When I tell my teacher "eh, no worries, I have tried it before" she gets all "YEAH RIGHT. SO WHAT. YOU THINK YOU'll PASS" and I am all wondering wtf is wrong with her. I remember having to write something on the blackboard, but I don't know what. That's pretty much it, nothing very important, as I already said.
It is already too late for me to do all the test, so I decide to write a text as the subject of it is pretty easy. It is all so nice and I have finished it. I just look through it once again and realize it is in English. I again am too late. I am going down some stairs, while translating it all into German, but I forget what I have written. I then think that I am too unlucky for all of this to be true and decide to wake up. Once I see that I was in a dream, I close my eyes and go back automatically in class. I tell my classmate that it is all a dream. It is just him and me there. So I decide to fly off the window. I can still remember saying "OMG, IT IS SO HD!!!!" while flying. I have a very good control, like never before. My classmate decides to do the same thing. He and I lose control of the dream which causes me to wake up or just get in deep sleep again. (Can't really remember, as I've had 2 alarms set today).
The second dream:
Since I listen to avanatasia everyday, I had a dream that I was Jorn Lande and there were Sammet and another girl too. I can't remember all the things that we have done. Anyway, I remember that I am with Tobi and that girl, which is probably my cousin, we both are mesmerized with avantasia. Tobi decides that it is time to kill the most powerful dragon ever, which no one has ever killed before. I don't remember when this happened, but I know we get to a place with an old lady there and some pit of lava. I have somehow the belief that the snake which is inside that pit can read our thoughts so I am just trying not to think about our main goal. Suddently, Sammet is dragged by the large snake-dragon (can't remember wtf it was) and it starts talking to him. "Why are you here?". Sammet is trying not to tell him the main goal, but then the snake just continues "You're here to kill the dragon, right?". We all just freeze. The snake did not really have anything to do with us, so he just let us go but warned us of the dangers of fighting the dragon. By the way, all this place was in a cave.
Anyway, I remember being in my cousin's (another one) apartment, hiding from sammet's.. wife OR we are just hiding ourselves until people find us. Sammet, for some reason, is sad and wants to give me, Jorn, all his power so that I can fight the dragon. I, however, refuse and make him realize he has to do it all. Suddenly the people who live in that apartment come in and I just throw some weird ice-cream on the ground and all people from all schools get out to see it, while we just fly away. I am not sure how, though. This is all, though. I have no idea what happened to the dragon.
I remember, while writing this, I decided to write a third dream, but I've already forgotten it. Eh, I guess it wasn's that important anyway.
UPDATE
The third dream:
I learn pascal in school and we all had to take a test in C++. I don't really have any problems, since I've programmed in it before, so I am just fine. When I tell my teacher "eh, no worries, I have tried it before" she gets all "YEAH RIGHT. SO WHAT. YOU THINK YOU'll PASS" and I am all wondering wtf is wrong with her. I remember having to write something on the blackboard, but I don't know what. That's pretty much it, nothing very important, as I already said.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
dafuq
[18:01] <@Sserg> babies were born only half of their body and they should be connected later with their legs and genitals
[18:02] <@Sserg> and someone and I were in everyone's minds and we all had to take papers from their lungs or brain (cant really remember, due to lack of sense, lol)
[18:02] <@Sserg> and that paper was obviously turning into shit
[18:02] <@Sserg> and every baby now wanted to shit
[18:02] <@Sserg> and they couldnt as they were not connected yet, so their mothers had to keep them in a way they could throw up
[18:02] <@Sserg> LOL
[18:03] <@Sserg> and then I thought this was from a bible passage in the past
[18:03] <@Sserg> and I was all "wow, nobody explained this to me"
[18:03] <@Sserg> it all happened in a supermarket
[18:04] <@Sserg> anyway
[18:04] <@Sserg> lateeer
[18:04] <@Sserg> I was in this weird bar, "I used to go to"
[18:04] <@Sserg> I was all drunk and couldn't really say anything properly
[18:04] <@Sserg> I had with me an orange juice made by Coca cola (sense - none)
[18:04] <@Sserg> which I bought in the supermarket earlier lol
[18:05] <@Sserg> and then
[18:05] <@Sserg> we all had to go and get ready because a priest was coming the following day
[18:05] <@Sserg> to bless the place
[18:05] <@Sserg> and I was pokerfacing at them
[18:05] <@Sserg> like... why lol
[18:06] <@Sserg> and in my way home or something I always came across random people, some of em dead already
dafuq I just dreamed? LOL
- the idea of taking out papers from "something" came from me looking at someone in school cursing out the xerox while trying to remove paper jam.
- forgot to mention that before waking up there was this baby we were trying to connect started crying and to open its eyes and we were all trying to shut it down. :| weird image.
[18:02] <@Sserg> and someone and I were in everyone's minds and we all had to take papers from their lungs or brain (cant really remember, due to lack of sense, lol)
[18:02] <@Sserg> and that paper was obviously turning into shit
[18:02] <@Sserg> and every baby now wanted to shit
[18:02] <@Sserg> and they couldnt as they were not connected yet, so their mothers had to keep them in a way they could throw up
[18:02] <@Sserg> LOL
[18:03] <@Sserg> and then I thought this was from a bible passage in the past
[18:03] <@Sserg> and I was all "wow, nobody explained this to me"
[18:03] <@Sserg> it all happened in a supermarket
[18:04] <@Sserg> anyway
[18:04] <@Sserg> lateeer
[18:04] <@Sserg> I was in this weird bar, "I used to go to"
[18:04] <@Sserg> I was all drunk and couldn't really say anything properly
[18:04] <@Sserg> I had with me an orange juice made by Coca cola (sense - none)
[18:04] <@Sserg> which I bought in the supermarket earlier lol
[18:05] <@Sserg> and then
[18:05] <@Sserg> we all had to go and get ready because a priest was coming the following day
[18:05] <@Sserg> to bless the place
[18:05] <@Sserg> and I was pokerfacing at them
[18:05] <@Sserg> like... why lol
[18:06] <@Sserg> and in my way home or something I always came across random people, some of em dead already
dafuq I just dreamed? LOL
- the idea of taking out papers from "something" came from me looking at someone in school cursing out the xerox while trying to remove paper jam.
- forgot to mention that before waking up there was this baby we were trying to connect started crying and to open its eyes and we were all trying to shut it down. :| weird image.
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